Sunday, August 31, 2014

August 2014 = PPD :-(

I spent the majority of this month coping with the effects of Postpartum Depression.  There were times that I was okay and times that I couldn't stop crying.  Brandon's mom stayed with us the entire month (going home on weekend's while my parents came in town -- they both still work while Bev is retired).  I worked through thoughts and feelings, clung to my hope in the Lord, relied on family and friends for support and understanding, and slowly walked my way through the month.  Like I said, there were okay/happy times among all the sadness and confusion that comes with PPD.  But again, I'll write about this in depth a little later. 

 For now, here's my month in pictures.

August 4, 2014
My Dad's Birthday

My Dad came in for a visit and brought along his Mom, my Mamaw to see Jedi for the first time (other than on Facetime)


We are a household divided.....which team will Jedi choose?  He must choose wisely.


August 8-9, 2014:
My best friend, Alisha, and her husband, Scott, came in to meet Jedi.  

It was soooooooo good to have them visit!!

August 10, 2014
1 Month Old Already!!??!!

He's begun to smile!  Melt my heart....

This is Janet, she's the mom of Brandon's best friend, Mark. She brought us a yummy meal and snuggled with Jedi


August 13, 2014:
Here's Mark with Jedi

And his wife, Anne, with their little guy, Big T.

Big T was enthralled with Jedi!





Friends, Jackie and Zach (and Zach shares an office with B).



Jedi's Great Aunt Sandra (Mammaw Bev's sister)


August 16, 2014:
My other best friend, Shannon, her hubsband, Mike and their daughter, Baby D came in so we could get the babies together.  

Baby D was born 3 weeks after Jedi (they were supposed to be 5 weeks apart, but Jedi was late and Baby D was early!).  Since I was struggling still with PPD, having friends and family come to us was a God-send!


August 17, 2014:
New iPhone for Momma!


August 18, 2014:
Brandon broke his toe one night around 2am while carrying Jedi downstairs to feed him.  

Ouch!!  Thankfully, Jedi was not harmed in the mishap.

August 20, 2014:
I started counseling to help with my PPD

This little guy didn't even notice anything was wrong with Mommy.  He just continued to breastfeed like a champ, grow like a weed, and brighten everyone's day!



August 21, 2014:
First date out since having Jedi.  

We went to the Thursday Night Live function in downtown Lex.....

.....and then had crepes!

My former coworkers, Andrea and Ali came by with Jimmy John's


More smiles! 

He worked really hard to hit that lion.

Brandon's good friend and former roomate, Barrett, getting some Jedi love.

Brandon's friend from his college ministry days, Bev. 

Visiting Daddy at work on his lunch break.



August 30, 2014:
Brandon's dad helped him install my new kitchen curtains.


August 31, 2014:
First Family Outing!

We ate dinner at Zaxby's